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Friday, March 30, 2007
10:19 pm
im beginning to dread practice ? everytime after prac i feel :( for no reason. all my (: are begin sucked away by a mysterious force ! gasp*
co is a nag. and i dun like it. btw natalie is funny. glad u joined us. for now.
i dunno wad to say. i still think my results suck. and so i'll study tml.
Cause I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah
reflections #2 ♥
Thursday, March 29, 2007
9:31 pm
commontest1 2007 results
MATH: S 44% (45 to pass)
ECONS: S 43% (45 to pass)
PHYSICS: E 46%
GP: C
GSC: B
as u can see, my results are like shit. i studied. bud i guess that wasnt sufficient. and i wasnt putting in enough effort. i tink there's a need to revise every weekend. consistency my dear.
im guilty of these lousy grades. i'll do better i promise.
yawn im tired bud i need to complete my vectors part2 tutorial. so ciaossss :D
REPLIES. (sorry people. u'll have to search for ur reply. haha)
jk, chrysann; PLS DUN FIGHT IN MY TAGBOARD ! DUN INJURE OTHER PPL. :p
chrysann; hey u're the monster !
char; yay telepathy is funnnnnnnn
jk; wah scold me. i scissors off ur double bass then u know.
chrysann; no i will not dream of you. cos i;ve only seen u once. in addition, i dun wan nightmare ! spare jj plssss.
simeng; hey ! cos i like rosy lips lol. ><
jk; yarh lor. she always liddat one. retarded :)
huiyi pillowy; hey physics is more fun than ur chemistry can :/
chrysann; yes jk is mean. he oso monster.
pearly; i love econs.
kailun; i know everybody can. bud is there a specific website or blog which specializes in that? the girls have it.
chrysann; my frens know. i dunno. and why u so mean to others !
yupin; faster pay. if not got interest. later they ask u pay for the yun luo.
soohuey; he deserves it la ! caused so much stress to me. box him.
jk; maybe u can share the yunluo's cost wif yupin.
bunnyhop; hello eileen ! dun lie = die. i dun lie frequently !
shufei; hello new fren ! jc is super exciting !
OMG I REALISED I HAVEN REPLY FOR A VERY LONG TIME ! LOOK AT THE LENGTH. OOPSY! :X
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Monday, March 26, 2007
4:44 pm
this morning was raining so jj took e long way to sch. by train. and i reached sch around 8. (late!)
walked past the locker area and saw many ppl standing outside the hall, i tot they kena caught. so i went to toilet to hide.
bud tinking they cant be booked, so i came out and headed towards hall.
KNN chua po teck saw me !
CPT: are you late. why're you here.
jj: i was in the toilet.
CPT: for how long?
jj: half an hour ! (lie #1)
CPT: did u inform ur ct (civics tutor)?
jj: im going to ! *act innocent
CPT: j1 or j2 ?
jj: j2.
CPT: who's ur ct?
jj: thinking hard* BUD I CANT RMB !
CPT: why is ur fringe long ?
jj: looks away* (it's short can. only .1mm crossed the eyebrow i tink)
CPT: where's ur tie?
jj: my fren took it ! (lie #2 - my tie at home lol)
CPT: why isit wif ur fren?
jj: he jus take lor how i know (lie #3)
CPT: take out ur ez link.
jj: i never bring ! (lie #4)
CPT: ic ?
jj: at home (lie #5)
CPT: wad's ur name/class
jj: JIANJUN S13.
CPT: go to the GO and wait for me.
jj: *walks away
THAT BASTARD MADE ME WAIT FOR HALF AN HOUR. AND DIDNT APPEAR. ASS. i missed balance of payments lecture can. and i sat there so lonelyly.
"i curse you down there cannot stand" quote matthew.
bud i realised im not a good liar. i was stuttering abit while lying. shows that im honest. :D
watched BEAN after sch. not worth not worth !
time to nap. replies soon. (:
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
10:07 pm
jus a short post cos im tired.
BAHHHHH IM BROKE ! WITHOUT SHOPPING YOU KNOW. HOW SAD HOW SAD.
1. ydco fund $20.
2. returned ixuen $5 for jjc funfair.
3. returned $10 for co tee.
4. WMIB shared yeeting's bday present. $7.50
4. brand new g-diao dizi $120.
i'll show u this new darling soon okay. tired so bye.
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
3:09 pm
1. commontest ends tml and it's gym + 2.4 + prac + bball straight away ! hope it doesnt rain.
2. and i feel like going clubbing ! jus for e experience. :D
3. i finally have time to go shopping ! i wan to buy socks cos they all have holes alry. and i wanna buy a shirt too. not forgetting my jacket. jeans, lipstick.. LOL.
4. and so im tinking of online shopping. it's like the girls are doing it. DO GUYS HAVE IT TOO? it's like super cheap to shop online right.
5. im listening to avril lavigne's old songs and my ears still love it.
6. weechien jihhuan and me are doing pullups everyday. c'mon naphfa test ! and im stretching myself for s&r. i dun like it.
7. im talking like exams are over but there's still physics !
8. math paper sucked for 2hrs. the 3rd hr came i suddenly became clever and grabbed 458738697 marks. bud passing is still =x
9. pls rmb to tell me if guys can shop online !
10. im off to bathe and have a good nap. i'll dream of you okay. (:
11. ohh yarhhhh. im tinking of changing my link cos it doesnt work frequently. ass.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
6:53 pm
too much ): posts.. i shall do a (: one this time ok !
*one hour later*
holidays is purely mugging and slacking. slack more. im guilty. bud im frequently seen at e library. not very effective bud it's e best solution cos at home = sleep.
took 2hours off to de-stress. (aha jus an excuse) caught 300 wif yude and ellson. coincidentally met swee ! ohh ya it's my first M18 show. super bloody laa the show. bud it depicted one truth that men shd be strong, mentally plus physically.
and i tot the persian king is super gay laaaa. check it out for i tink it's worth watching. (the movie not the gay king)
finally im sick of bxb alry. weiren is irritating, nag and nag. u tink i dunno meh. they all say lykl. bud bxb caused much unhappiness to me. wo bu kuai le, defeats the purpose righttt. i know i may sound irresponsible to jus walk away, bud i had enuff. i tink it's not worth it at all.
this chapter is super duper ultra mega nice. i tink? akaya turned the tide ! click on the link on e righttt to read. if u can find it heh. AYAKA'S SOOOO COOL. the power of being evil once again. maybe he is joey's red eyes black dragon.
i checked out yu-gi-oh's ENTER THE SHADOW REALM, the episodes where the pharaoh faces marik. that's duper nice too. and WAKING THE DRAGONS, when he faces dartz. bud i tink the former one is much much nicer.
REPLIES!!!!
bunnyhop; nah nth much jus some treatment. dun worry !
jk; no i fought wif ur ivy. ahaha.
althea; yea i fell into the sky !
nongnong; kb = qingwen. that's my precious arm can. heee.
charguin; THAT'S MY FAV LINE ! "IM NOT OH-F*CKING-KAY"
chrysann; why would i find a retarded one to chat !
jk; who? chrysann? she monkey laa. OOPSY!
yeeting; no lor. she bully me. i mr nice guy :x
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
9:52 pm
responsibilities.
sometimes they're too much for me handle my dear. bud i cant jus walk away rightt.
as an SL.
as a tutor.
as a child.
as a student.
as a musician.
i may have failed.
maybe it's beyond me to juggle everything. some may have fallen.
bud i believe things will work out somehow. YOU BETTER DO ! (:
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
5:52 pm
i jus punched the door damn hard and made mum really furious. im super stressed out bud does she know. oh course she doesnt know i nearly slammed this monitor down to pieces.
commontest is not the only factor. im really turned off at the S-U-U grades i got one year ago. B-E-U wasnt much better. i've got alot to prove !
sunday's tuition class is getting on my nerves. me and kb have a presentation this sunday. he came over to discuss the details, and he made it all so complicated, so much to prepare. TIME? i jus requested it to be postponed.
yanni's asking to me to plan a woodwinds outing by this week. contact all the juniors AND THE SENIORS.
I DUN FUCKING HAVE THE TIME CAN !
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
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11:16 am
arghh im feeling the stress of commontest alryyyyyyyyyyy
it's like 6 days left. and i covered only like 20%. xuete.
jj shall study productively at home today. math mock tml ! hope it does not demoralise me. pleaseee.
THE PICTURES BELOW!! dun worry darlings. i went for treatment (gua sha) cos my back hurts AGAIN (cant u jus go away)
oh yes! last sunday's prac was good. altho vlittle ppl turned up and it made e population look like pj's co, the standard is still there! and conductor praised us dizi, mainly due to the seniors laa. i still need practise.
he said we're going to have a dizi concert ! wahhhhhhhh. *blown away. :D
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Monday, March 12, 2007
8:46 pm
*WARNING*
the pictures at the end may disgust you. pls navigate urself away if u jus ate dinner hahahha. im not lying ok ! sexually abused. ):
you can say today is the first day of holidays. bud we started studying, like every other pigeons. so i met teng and von at je lib. overall it's a nice day ! jh and mavis came much later. hoho.
REPLIES
jk; wad er xin ! then u wan wad smell...
char; u'll on tv again for wad? silly-est chelsea fan ever.
huiyi pillowy; no laa i was enjoying the quietness. NOT ZI BI thankyou.
bunnyhop; yes i wanna write the essay on intl trade *BITE U BACK*
nongnong; if i reply in tagboard, the whole tagboard will be all mine. i dun like haha.
althea; commontest ! u oso everytime MIA. :b
jk; u bumb bumb. ><
my arm. superman's
wrist area.
cute nails. tortured. ♥
Saturday, March 10, 2007
3:26 pm
hello monkeys, gorillas and chimpanzeeeeeees. waves*
it's a saturday dat means study-day wahahah. and omg i suck at math. bud im determined to do well. cmon let's go tuition. i need help.
by the way i love international trade ! the chapter, not the issue. hope there's an essay for this during commontest. i'll love it.
hopefully today jj wil be able to cover vectors, revise graphing techniques and APGP. i love math (:
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
8:50 pm
it's not my intention to blog. bud i shall.. for the nongnong who misses my replies lots. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ytd during bball, i found a reason to :D
as i was shooting balls alone, i felt happy for no reason. i liked that. not much noise. very much breezy. and sunny. somewhat i felt CONTENTED. and the balls go into e basket as if they belong there.
i wonder why. i suppose monks get their happiness this way too? peacefully happy. i dun know!
the rest are playing match behind me. bud i was enjoying the company of myself. so i didnt wan to join em LOL.
andddddd i studied at the window this noon after my gsc paper. tho it's jus 3hrs of revision, i learnt alot. on thermodynamics and international trade. I LOVE THE WINDOW! discards concourse*
lust butt naught list.. ARSENAL LOST GODDAMMIT. aiyah i lazy to complain alry laa. hope henry get well soon. dun let the black dog get golden boot! preferably darling RONALDO gets it. hoho.
ytd during bball, i found a reason to :D
as i was shooting balls alone, i felt happy for no reason. i liked that. not much noise. very much breezy. and sunny. somewhat i felt CONTENTED. and the balls go into e basket as if they belong there.
i wonder why. i suppose monks get their happiness this way too? peacefully happy. i dun know!
the rest are playing match behind me. bud i was enjoying the company of myself. so i didnt wan to join em LOL.
andddddd i studied at the window this noon after my gsc paper. tho it's jus 3hrs of revision, i learnt alot. on thermodynamics and international trade. I LOVE THE WINDOW! discards concourse*
lust butt naught list.. ARSENAL LOST GODDAMMIT. aiyah i lazy to complain alry laa. hope henry get well soon. dun let the black dog get golden boot! preferably darling RONALDO gets it. hoho.
there's a new game to practise my beat. bud i always lose how! jimmy pls enlighten me. and play wif me somemore!
REPLIES THAT NONGNONG WANS.
althea; yea stress u out ! make u more retarded (:
jk; wad's gratz. ><
jiamin; ...
chrysann; wad smelly. it's the smell of chocolates!
jk; not smelly ! it's the smell of apples!
cynthiaaa; nahh i gave up on our co alry. sure COP one.
NONGNONGNONG; UR REPLY HERE U HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY !! dun sad.
REPLIES THAT NONGNONG WANS.
althea; yea stress u out ! make u more retarded (:
jk; wad's gratz. ><
jiamin; ...
chrysann; wad smelly. it's the smell of chocolates!
jk; not smelly ! it's the smell of apples!
cynthiaaa; nahh i gave up on our co alry. sure COP one.
NONGNONGNONG; UR REPLY HERE U HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY !! dun sad.
suay siao. ♥
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
9:44 pm
tues's scheduled pe lesson was pc physical conditioning. somehow mrs wee allow us to play handball and i secretly felt happy.
BUTTER..
1. my shoelace broke !
and i dun have a spare shoe lace. no wonder how it broke bud it jus broke! maybe god needs to do this to let the opponent team have some CHANCE. if not they'll kena thrash wahahah. i tink i need to take out one from my bball shoes as a substitute! ):
2. cats and dogs fell shortly after the game started. everytime pc no rain. today play game then rain. KAO!
3. trival point. i lost at daidee laa! sick.
p/s char was on the news! funny. i got it down on my n70 to enjoy. wahahah. hope ur chelsea lose tonight (:
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Monday, March 05, 2007
8:59 pm
handball was ultimate today cos we won won won big time :D jj was in his best form ever in the history of handball. thanks team! <3
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
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4:45 pm
HELENA'S THE BEST. CANCER'S PRETTY TOO. (:
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
11:09 pm
pika pika.
monday will be the last handball lesson. and we're down by a few points. I WANNA WIN. i'll prolly defend more cos our defence is not v.good or rather their attacking power is ><>
yesterDAY was results day! some seniors like xueting, chenghan, zoey did really well. perhaps i shd really join percussion. I WANNA BE ON STAGE NEXT YR OSO! jiayou jiayou. and i had a really long chat wif stanley. and and and he performed mu ming xin ge. walao no wonder grade7 top scorer. is nice de lor. lastly, i secretly got an A for mothertongue. lalala.
30 chpts to study. 16 days left. 2chpts in one day. omg there isnt enuff time laa. go go jiayou!
replies.
zhennong; i linked you liao. happy right.
chrysann; aiyah anyhow spell la. lol.
yeeting; ur tag doesnt make sense. hha!
caijun; why u shake head. kee dang ar. ><
jk; yes thanks.
soohuey; jiayou jiayou!
chrysann; study hard = wouldnt fail. really.
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1:12 pm
pjco is SCREWED for syf. there's no need to compete alry. cos we know we'll get COP straight in our faces. all those crap bout getting silver = lies. i gave up on pjco jus ytd cos even the exco dun set a good example lalala. everybody slack.
president soohuey, situated at percussion's area playing cards? or some other game. vice-president jimmy, inside equipment room wif kaiyu dunno doing wad. erhu sl jiamin playing poker wif e juniors. the teachers. wouldnt even allow us to practise extra. keys have to be returned on time. aha i no eyes to see anymore ok. (:
no quantity.
no quality.
no up-to-standard instruments.
no attitude.
no fighting spirit.
DEAD. 2 months left. even 12 months wouldnt be enuff for pjco ok. wad a joke. if u ask me now i'd say i regretted joining pjco can. go away.
reflections #1 ♥
Thursday, March 01, 2007
9:13 pm
failed econs.
failed physics.
math jus pass. bud wad's e use.
my afternoon was filled wif disappointment. the whole time! as if it was worse than a break-up. badly affected by it.
been thinking alot, self reflections. i tink i haven got the right attitude to study yet. my fault my fault! not enuff quantity and quality on studies my dear jj. slaps*
but for MUMMY i must get my desired grades! she's working wif pretty much difficulties. i feel bad whenever she complains that her legs/hands are aching. my inability to provide for her. i assure you that i'll work hard and give you a better life. she sacrificed so much for me. i shd do the same for her. love is the greatest motivation for me. this i promise you.
JJ JIAYOU. (: