reflections #3 ♥
Monday, May 28, 2007
3:07 pm
i realised it has been a long time since my last reflections. not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
this is the last time im online. okay i know i said this before. and many times. bud this time im determined to stop this habit. i really need to catch up on alot of math, econs, physics.
got back physics test today. i promised that i'll pass. bud it seems otherwise. and i totally love misstan's ranking system. i felt so stupid. my script is always at the bottom of the stack.
am i still living in past glory? that i'll always do well in physics. it's certainly not the case now.
i did integration in the library for 2hrs. DANG. i cant finish most of the qns cos i cant do. im confident in NONE of my h2 subjects.
is this really what i want?
always aiming jus for a pass. i had enough. im really pissed with myself. for using syf as an excuse to slack. for everything else. im jus plain lazy.
LAZY PPL ARE THE UGLIEST PPL ON EARTH. i tink conductor said that.
I WANT MY As. I NEED THEM.
sacrifices needed? i'll give you.
at this stage i tink im desperate for results. im not used to these shitty marks at all.
enough said. hope im really motivated. rmb lesson learnt from OBS? umm.
im sure this post doesnt sound like a girl. i tink i was influenced by al and some other ppl. LOL.
GOODBYE EARTH.
HIATUSSSSSSSSS.
this is the last time im online. okay i know i said this before. and many times. bud this time im determined to stop this habit. i really need to catch up on alot of math, econs, physics.
got back physics test today. i promised that i'll pass. bud it seems otherwise. and i totally love misstan's ranking system. i felt so stupid. my script is always at the bottom of the stack.
am i still living in past glory? that i'll always do well in physics. it's certainly not the case now.
i did integration in the library for 2hrs. DANG. i cant finish most of the qns cos i cant do. im confident in NONE of my h2 subjects.
is this really what i want?
always aiming jus for a pass. i had enough. im really pissed with myself. for using syf as an excuse to slack. for everything else. im jus plain lazy.
LAZY PPL ARE THE UGLIEST PPL ON EARTH. i tink conductor said that.
I WANT MY As. I NEED THEM.
sacrifices needed? i'll give you.
at this stage i tink im desperate for results. im not used to these shitty marks at all.
enough said. hope im really motivated. rmb lesson learnt from OBS? umm.
im sure this post doesnt sound like a girl. i tink i was influenced by al and some other ppl. LOL.
GOODBYE EARTH.
HIATUSSSSSSSSS.
JUS IN CASE YOU MISS ME.
i need a little bit more love.
and truckloads of motivation.
♥
Sunday, May 27, 2007
10:00 pm
mixed feelings. ):
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
10:10 am
IM GOING TO BE A MONK !
if u know wad i mean.
i wouldnt be online as often ! i need to study. YA. shall be like a monk. cultivate inside a cave. hoho. im putting away my monitor screen so that i cant online. it's like closing the cave opening so that i cant go out. bud there's still a bed inside. lol. another distraction i cant resist.
i shall link some of my favs here so that i can navigate around still, using sch's laptops. POT i cant lose you ! hahaha.
i'll still blog jiu jiu yi ge lan yue liang (once in a blue moon) so pls check back and dun forget to tag. tho i expect the tags to decelerate. BOO LA.
i wouldnt be bored. i have my notes, my dizi(s), and i have NOOB ! :D
REPLIES.
allie; yea i didnt go. =X
von goldfish; cos too many von. mus differentiate. bud dun need to integrate. :b
allie(2); alison is FOC too. FOOL of crap.
althea; no u better stay away from me. DIRTY BOY! haha.
soohuey; milan was too good la. dun sad. see my arsenal. u not sad alry.
siru; okay ! relinking..
=); OH YA. thanks !
huiyi pillowy; I AM MAN. AHEM.
jw; woots rabbit.
simeng; my noobnoob lor. (:
jw (2); later she angry ! haha. i say her she bu shuang alry.
woohoo; OMG how u know! hahahaha.
DISCLAIMER: PLEASE TAG WITH UR NAMES. IF NOT I BOX U ! WITH RIBBONS. AND SEND TO BLANGAH. NOT TELOK.
hello lene. LOL.
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12:21 am
GRRR.
huiyi keep saying i talk like girl. how's that possible? HMM. maybe? cos i seldom talk to guys online. =x
if this is very serious, im worried haha. cmon hunks. talk to me ! we can talk soccer, sports, babes, cars.. :D
i've been slacking this week and i shd really get moving. im worried. HEY JJ. PLEASE STUDY. u're a pig.
no chance to meet my noobnoob till next week ): there's still such a thing called video calls. YAY. that pig is slping now after a day of rt ! silly.
candid.
kenoob u look better in ur new fringe. SO CUTE CAN! not say the above fringe not nice la. hahaha.
MISSYOUMANYMANY.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
11:40 am
i like you..
to tickle me
to hurhurhur to me
to smile at me (:
to walk beside me
to take pictures wif me
to step on my shoes
to eat vege food wif me
to talk on the fone wif me
to be with me
to speak chinese to me
to spell YA2PA and BA2NA
to call me sn or nn
I LOVE THE THINGS WE DO TGT.
you like to..
drink pokka green tea
waste food
visit the washroom frequently
paint ur nails
look at hot guys
visit cwp's toilet (HAHA!)
say OMG OMG!
noob around
cheer!
FOREVER21
zhongruansmash?
sleep and eat
you dun like..
chilli
milk
cockroach
to finish ur food
/edit
PORK.
chopsticks
/editedit
she jus said she dun like coffeeshops and hawkers. act classy.
I LOVE YOU !
♥
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
1:16 pm
digimon savers !
WMIC - after performance
look at the time al bathes ! eeyer.
lame as usual. LENE!
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Monday, May 21, 2007
9:40 am
current time reads 9:43AM.
lesson starts at 10:00AM.
i tink i'll arrive in lt3 by 1045 ba ! hahaha. slacker. ):
i shd really get myself going. hey hey. mids is in ONE MONTH ! ONE MONSTER MONTH !
target: CCC for h2. AB for h1.
yea u may tink triple C is lousy. bud that's my personal goal. it'll be good enuff for me, time being.
greatly motivated by mryeo's talk on fri. AS ALWAYS. wad's that called. 42up? that is king.
IF U WERE GIVEN $100K TO GET THE As, WOULD U DO IT?
i tink it's ABSOLUTELY worth it ! furthermore it's a whole lifetime of benefits can. hey let's enjoy this game tgt. im sure it'd be funnnnnnn :D
mavis faster return my card reader i wan to put here without you and makes me wonder into my fone. :D
ATOBE !
REPLIES.
simeng (1); used to it alry haha. :p
simeng (2); i tink nice leh. =x
huiyi pillowy; goddamn bird. i hope it constipates !
EYECANDIES ! ♥
Thursday, May 17, 2007
11:05 pm
eyecandyV's bag accidentally knocked onto me while i was doing work. i tried to act fierce and glared at "the person" and she turned around and smiled. it's her! my face instantly produced a vibrant smile. :D
on my way home, i saw eyecandyP ! hahaha. at je platform. got eye-contact okay. she looks pretty as usual. (:
darren asked me to rank my eyecandies. i gave PVXM. i like guai and simple girls like P and V, maybe X.
i went up to check out PLAY; SHE's 10th album. DANG i dun like the cover at all ! for the first time. perhaps i shd wait till it gai ban. gai ban english call wad. i forget. bud heck.
SORRIE NO PICTURES AGAIN. too tired to upload.
maybe jus one. lol.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
10:04 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY. (:
today while i was doing my work at the concourse wif yannming and junhong, ONE GODDAMN BIRD DROP ITS SHIT AND NEARLY HIT ME !
bastard bird. shit hit my tutorial tho. and i had to tear the disgusting part away. SICK. cons jus laughed. idiot =x
these few days have been very tired cos i've been trying to chiong my math. im lagging behind by 3 tutorials. GAWD. i hope i can finish binomial by this fri. go jianjun jiayou.
im loving this momentum that im going. p=mv. finally got my engine going im not going to let it slow down again ! mids here i come !
REPLIES !
char; yes go milan go kaka !
allie(1); shop for pasar malam stuff.
jiemin(1); my hse only got sword. high class (:
angela(1); cute fren? so many. u're a skinny ass.
allie(2); u pay lor.
angela(2); linked. mus pay for it de okay.
soohuey; dun care the teachers la. we did our part.
layjun; diff ppl diff views. im okay !
althea; pia so wad. so ppl jus cmi. ):
angela(3); cos i spiderman. jj parker.
soohuey(2); update le. and im a happy man now ! thanks for listening.
huiyi pillowy; not i take one ! baka. yea no choice bud to let it go.
jieying; not you jiu dui le. :p
yupin; now okay le. whee !
soohuey(3); crazy. i love dizi for lifeeeee.
jiewei; sian man. cmon let go temple bball ! ):
jiemin(2); oops. freedom of expression okay. hoho.
WALAU so many replies. i so long never reply le. sorrie ! and sorry no no pictures i lazy upload wahaha.
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
10:35 pm
omg why is blogger still liddat. bud angela said it's singtel's fault. DANG. bud not my fault can alry. HOHO.
pe i did some jumps and snr (2more cm ! boohoo) and went up to the bball court. we had 5v5.
altho there wasnt teamwork.
altho the game was boring.
altho the ball sucked.
i still enjoyed my time there.
the air.
the court.
the speed.
i felt i could run forever.
hey 5N guys. i really wann to bball wif u all soon ! our chemistry is perfect. (physics not. :p)
tml im going to stay back in sch to study. omg mids are coming in one mth. jiayou jiayou.
sorry no pics no replies. no time jj wans to slp and wake up early to do data analysis.
freeze our love; be frens for now. cos i dun wan you to get anything less than perfect. :D
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
9:30 pm
blogger sucks. :X
had quite abit of fun wif my tutee junkai today at bxb. took alot of fotos of him, wif MUCH difficulty. i wouldnt be going there after term2 ends. oh well.
didnt had a really good time at co today. and im not looking forward to next sun's performance. i dun like the 2 pieces. at all. ):
rushed to batok to have dinner wif mum, tgt wif jiemin's family. her little twin bros are damn cute la. ohh i saw ixuen's family too. his sister is pretty i tink. not blown-away pretty, bud sweet pretty. nvm if u dun get me. HAHA!
your love dropped exponentially. im not quite used to it. hmm.
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Friday, May 11, 2007
8:48 pm
oh gosh my blogger's finally fixed. i have 9432875093245 to blog bud recently im tired. and blogger was down.
life had been a rollercoaster ride these few days. i hope we can solve our prob asap. i'm with you :D
syf was disaster. everybody jus lost their way in our music. oh that wasnt music at all. that's noise. cos there wasnt coherence.
it's not worth at all. watching all my efforts go down the drain. waiting for the judges' report. i wan to know how i fare.
i watched nyjc and njc's performances. blowned away. i like ny cos their female conductor was beautiful on stage. tgt wif their da gui piece, fantastic !
i wan to be part of a big production too. if u dun uds then nvm.
i tink i have more to blog bud i forgot. i need to go do my quantum 1 2 and 3 alry.
i'll reply tml okay !
jus in case u ppl forgot about how i look. ♥
Thursday, May 03, 2007
10:05 pm
as i walking to sch this morning..
i thought of mum. all the sacrifices she had made, all the hardships she had endured. ALL FOR ME. i nearly cried.
I LOVE YOU. altho i dun show it. ur touch is always so heartwarming. dun worry i'll work hard and provide for you PROMISE. :D
on the other hand,
co has some dilemma. the sch wans results bud not willing to pay generously. gad can. we're all willing to practise, bud are the teachers standing up for us ?
this love is killing me,
but you're the only one.
i love co. !!
♥
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
9:10 pm
hey are u watching ch8. ruan mianmian is so pretty :D
we had rehearsal today at SCH. and soohuey jus sent me the recording. okay no comments. faints*
and i wan to go shopping.
hey char, a pity chelsea lost. let's see wad happens tonight when menu vs milan. KAKA!
replies.
jiemin; where got dao. (:
huiyi pillowy; like like ur head. box u.