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Friday, July 13, 2007
11:49 pm
GRUMPY POST. DUN READ IF POSSIBLE. :(
mum jus told me she's quitting her job this month and i was like WTF? yea becos of the evil ppl she work with and she had enough of them. i kinda argued with her abit.
to realise that she's damn pessimistic and doesnt think logically when she's fuming. on the other hand, im an optimist so i cant tolerate her attitude. she made remarks like. hmm.
MUM: they're always bullying me and i had enough. im quitting.
JJ: but doesnt this make them happier? and u're falling into their trap.
MUM: nvm lor make them work harder
JJ: boss is jus going to hire another and the world doesnt stop cos of u alone ! u cant find a job easily with what u have to offer.
MUM: i dun care. i have hands and legs. i wouldnt starve.
JJ: those beggars also have wad. but wad're they doing.
MUM: beggars good wad.
JJ: -.-
she said she's grumpy today cos of work and money. that means my tuition issue again la. cant she uds that it'll all be worthwhile when i get my A ? ARGH !
what will happen to this family then there's no income?
can i still get to university?
can i still realise my dreams?
must such a thing happen to me when Alevels is near?
can i concentrate fully on my studies?
will i be happy?
will i be as confident as the current me?
ISIT REALLY WORTH IT TO QUIT UR JOB JUS LIKE THAT? where did the responsibility went?
i know it's tough. i hate to see u being bullied and i cant do anything. im useless, for now.
but hang in there, i assure u in ten years time, u'll be enjoying life, a happy grandmother, a complete family. this is my vision.
I LOVE YOU.